Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Wizard of Oz Lovers

Scarecrow
Arcylic on Stretched Canvas
6 ft x 3 ft

 Scraps
Arcylic on Stretched Canvas
6 ft x 3 ft


These were two of my favourite Wizard of Oz characters from the Patchwork Girl of Oz. 

Changing of Season 2009

Cut 'em down, raise 'em up
Acrylic on canvas

A piece about change.

Discover Palawan

I wanted to share this blog about Palawan with you. For those of you who have never traveled to the Philippines and would like to discover something amazing, you should check this out.

It is amazing. My two girl friends went on this adventure and came back with endless photos and memories to last them a lifetime.

Here it is, Discover Palawan with 2 girls: http://discoverpalawan.posterous.com/

lasting impressions

can you feel it raining inside?
no matter how warm and sunny it is outside, it is cold in here. I am surrounded by four walls and my own imagination. The world here changes and is run off of gossip which I try to avoid... but sadly I can not. I am more upbeat to following my dreams and I feel high from sailing through the storm. I realize I can not avoid art. That is who I am. I am an artist. I am also everything else in between. I am 25, and I am also a 2 year old. I am not anything older than what my soul is. Frantically we try to all be something. I do too. I know it is futile because what I want is also something I fear to become. I want to be successful, but I must fight not to become a wealthy, cranky, ill-spirited story of success. I want to be bright-eyed and happy and kind and full of stories to tell my grandchildren.. to inspire them to try anything they want without fear. I said I would leave here with more confidence and I said I would be less fearful. Truthfully, I will always have that scared, shy individual in me to keep me humble. To keep my head small and to force me to try continuously. I tell you each time I  hold that camera that I am that camera. I am the thing that captures moments. Because when I am old I will want to recreate those. I will want to be young and I will want to be every age again. We do nothing but want. I can live with that. That is how we stay in this moment... it is how we are. I think goats feel that way too. I think when I give them an apple core, they want more too. Just because of how juicy and delicious it is. Especially on a hot, summer day. A hot, endless summer.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

from one of my favourite books...

"I'm not laughing." I was actually crying. "And please don't laugh at me now, but I think the reason it's so hard for me to get over this guy is because I seriously believed [he] was my soul mate."

"He probably was.  Your problem is you don't understand what that word means.  People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants.  But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.  A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake.  But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. 

Problem is, you can't accept that this relationship had a real short shelf life.  You're like a dog at the dump, baby-- you're just lickin' at an empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it.  And if you're not careful, that can's gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it."

--Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love.