Wednesday, June 30, 2010

If I die...

Please celebrate my life like they do for IZ at 2:45 in this song.
I've always wanted to be cremated and poured into the ocean.
Let no one be sad.

it started a bad morning

THIS IS A STICKER I DREW FOR A FRIEND I MET IN PHI PHI ISLAND
"Sunsets, oceans and mountains hold memories"

It started a bad morning.
I woke up with a nose bleed.
And then I had to trip my way to the toilet
and afterwards I cried hysterically for 10 minutes.
It was a bad morning, but let me tell you that I needed a damn good cry.
I was feeling bad. 
Not only did I just want to be better, but I wanted to be at home.
My real home. My home, home. Canada. 
Where there are no mosquitos that will give you Dengue Fever...
ha. At least not yet, thank goodness. 
So, after I had a good cry I passed out for the rest of the morning.
And then I spent the rest of the day with the shades open
listening to all my favourite old songs, like Somewhere Over the Rainbow by IZ
and Hyperballad by Bjork.
I cried again sometime before dinner, but I'm feeling better now.
In fact, I'm definitely happier. 
Everyone needs a good cry. It's been a while since I've cried.
I deserved it today. 
And now, I'm going to eat breakfast for dinner.
YUM. 
:D