Thursday, January 21, 2010

The end of January

The end of January is coming nearer and I am still experiencing these ups and downs of what it is I am here to do. Whatever. I feel tired. I'm being honest right now. I miss my girls back in Canada. I miss painting. I miss having my own place. And I miss my cat. I am missing a lot right now, but like someone once told me.. every time you're doing one thing, you're always missing out on something else. 
I'm in a world where I just don't fit in but perhaps it's only because I am not comfortable with myself.
Because it is a constant battle and constant comparison. Crazy. Put me in the water, and I'll show you what I got. I am water. But right now this water is tired.