I AM MAILYNE

I am just a small drop in this ocean, but I am still precious.

Oh how we humans take so much for granted.

After 3 days of not eating and seeing nurses, doctors and the back of my eyelids

I was so happy to be away from airports and strangers and in the comfort of my bed.

And finally I could eat! A piece of barbecued chicken has never tasted so amazing.

The leaves and the grass have never looked so green. 

Everything smells so strong... not necessarily a good thing for bad smells or strong scents.

I can feel my heart beating, My dreams are vivid. I dream of people I haven't seen in years.

Is this what happens when you think you're going to die?

But I am alive! 

Even how weak I feel. Even though I can barely stand up in the shower..

Or hold myself up or turn without feeling dizzy and nauseous...

I can still breath! I am here! Thank goodness!

I am so lucky!

I need to hug so many people!

I said to myself.. better me that got Dengue Fever 

than someone who may not have been strong enough.

It is certainly life changing.

I have had many, many strangers help me on this trip

and so I am lucky to have been helped all the way through to make sure that I got home safe.

My angels were watching. 

They always are. 

Thank you. 

Thank you.

Thank you.