Thursday, April 21, 2011

entangled pieces thrown into the sun

how entrenched our thoughts are combined with each others.
life is a set up for heart break, our human thoughts like darts and grenades.
we want love. we all want love. we know when it is right. we know when it is not.
we are stupid and mindless, bumbling fools when our minds are clouded.
it's time to release, clear space, be simple, have less, be one.
it's just that i can feel the ripping and tearing from years of becoming entangled.
it's not simple to unravel, but our hearts know and it's hard to follow,
but it's true. to give yourself fully and completely you need to be you.
100 percent yourself, no fear and go.
it is the fear that holds us bound by what we do, chained melodies playing sorrow
through the night.
carelessness is a devil not to dance with.
honesty will overcome, prevail and lead us to where we need to be.
honesty with ourselves. honesty with others.
love for ourselves. love for others.
all directions point to love
like flocking birds heading in the direction of the sun.
we are one and that is why it hurts to rip apart.
but the earth will heal you.
the air will comfort you.
the water will cleanse you.
the fire will warm you.

Monday, April 4, 2011

the internet

I know this may sound strange (at least to myself), but I love the internet. I also love my computer. When I sit in front of it and I type... I feel connected. It's similar to the way that I use my pen and paper to write. All my thoughts are fed to a system and it is logged. Filed away. Why wouldn't I love that? It is what I am. A system. Part of what keeps me alive are the millions of systems I connect to. As a human and as a molecule.

Anyway, I missed it. What does that mean?